a brief confession for Michael

Dear Michael..i know you're just a name that i love to use as my imaginary man..i don't know why Michael's name seems so perfect to be my imaginary man ( or i guess i've been influenced by Mia Thermopolis's boyfriend named Michael Moscovitz) i don't know and i don't care that much. Mike, first thing i wanna say is that I LOVE YOU,that's it..I LOVE YOU. I bet you're kind of surprise but you always know that i'll never ever say those three little words to some man unless he's the one that i really want to be with. Why do i love you?sorry to say that i don't know. All i know that i do love you is not because you're a perfect guy, apparently, you're not..you're just one of the ordinary boy i've ever known, and ya mostly you're the weird one. You love 60's,70's bands, you literally adore 'em. If you talked with me about them, you're just glowing like a light in the dark, you'll be able to stay up all night to tell me how magnificent and influential them for you, and i gotta say it's kind of lovely for me to see that you're so passionate when you talked about them.That's all make you zillion times handsome than another boy that i've known. You're such a good kisser, i really love when our lips meet as if it's made to complete each other. I know what's the real kiss when we do french kiss in such freaking adorable way..i felt so much in comfy place whenever we shared the kiss, maybe you're not  born to be the god of kisser but i do believe you're just the only man who can turn into god of kisser when we shared a kiss. Guess what..i don't mind to kiss you as long as you want me to do it. I always do believe this kissing thing much more sacred than having sex, i surely believe it right now especially when we kissed.  Mike..it's the special thing about you, you just look at me just the way i am, you don't mind with my weaknesses: my upside down mood, my low self esteem, my horrible whining, even you can amazingly handle it with your unexpectedly ways. I don't know how, but naturally you really know how to cope with  that flaw side of me, it looks that you already known for entire life of yours, and i'm soo goddamn flattered. The magic thing is you've successfully encourage me to let the best out of me, that's why i can achieve my self actualization, and i'm proud of myself. I'm lucky enough to have you in my life..oh Michael..i hope the real of you can reach me soon..i'll be waiting here..