The Object of My Obsession

“Start spreading the news
I am leaving today
I want to be a part of it
New York, New York…”

Geez.. I wish I could say those words someday. Only God and I who really know how it feels like, having this kind of dream yet obsession to be New Yorker.  It was started off by watching teen-flick Hollywood movies when I was in Junior High. Spending my teen phase by watching Lindsay Lohan and Amanda Bynes who were living their American Dreams and zooming in the hilarious life of NYC on screen was nothing but fun. The images of if you could make living in NYC, nothing wouldn’t matter, has been haunting me for years, thus it has encouraged me to have a faith and pursue it no matter how tough it will be. Somehow, I have no idea what kind of things that has made me loving this city, it’s surely a big city, crazy rush-hours in every single day, crowded, crappy as a hell sometimes or always, but still,  I know I always want to go there. You will say that my reason is kind of lame, cheesy and random, but then, that’s the unidentified obsession I have had for so long.  I almost made a way to US last year, but it was like God had to postpone it and found me the better way to be there. So, last year I flunked the chance to study in US. This almost the end year of 2012 I did try one chance to study there but the result hasn’t come yet so far. I wish I could make it ( Hopefully). If I had chance to step on that dream land, I would do Kayang in front of Liberty Statue ( I will surely keep my promise ).  Lastly, I will definitely post that epic-pose photo in every reachable social medias that I have.